Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Finally something happy?

Two minds connecting
Two hearts beat as one
This doesn't seem like other times
When those were just for fun
People think they understand
I'm not sure that they do
It might sound super cheesy but it's love from me to you
I hope you feel the same to me
That I'm not just another girl
Because I mean this honestly
You changed my whole wide world
I can tell you anything, I know you'll understand
I could sit and cry, you wouldn't stare
You'd hold my hand
I was scared to love you because I thought you'd leave
But through your words and patience
My heart is on my sleeve
Everytime I'm with you
I feel like I can fly
And happiness washes over me
I don't even have to try
You always hold me softly and you don't care what I've done
I can't always help  but wonder if your dream
Tonight I've won
So kiss me quick to make you real
And so your lips
My heart can feel.

No...

I want to know why out of all the things that I could be going through it has to be this.
Lies.
Whispers and yells behind closed doors.
I'm ignoring your calls
You can brush off what you say but that doesn't mean I can
I shouldn't be able to.
I want to know why you feel the need to get so mad about nothing.
Why you try to mend things with material items and hugs.
It's not working...stop trying.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Please don't come again.

I want to cry and yell and tell you how much I hate you.
Your sitting here acting like a person I've never known.
It hurts me so bad that I'm almost crying and you don't notice any of it...
I wish that you knew how much it kills me every time I have to see you
Hear you
Be around you.